Sometimes I wonder, why am I not beautiful.

Because I dont look good in photos

Because I am fat

Because I keep telling my friend I look ugly

Well, Okay. My physician, told me to treat myself like I treat a friend. Like telling myself

I am pretty and gorgeous. I just look at the mirror and tell my self ''You

are beautiful and gorgeous'' BUT in my heart, I am not...

I don't know why I can never tell my self I am pretty. I am smart *not bragging*, my friends are all

pretty and famous *seriously* but I am a loser and not pretty. I envy them.

NOT hate, just ENVY.

I wanna look good all the time, I wanna look good in photos, I wanna look nice and neat and pretty.

I just am NOT. So sad. Some, dont want to be my friend because I am ugly,

I hate this.