A new start

Tomorrow is the 29th November 2011. Well, school ends tomorrow. I and my 2 siblings Dapi and Pidah together with our dad are going to school, to meet the teachers, report cards day. Oh my gosh I'm so scared. Oh wait no, I'm not. Got a good news, I'm number three! Dropped? No I didnt. I may be number one before, but that doesnt mean I dropped. Well, in numbers yes. Anywaaay, I am going to repeat high school again because of my attendance.

Attendance has always been an issue, since I started school (1st grade). But that's alright, next year, in God's will, everything will be alright. I have sinus. Which the doctor says might be a chronic one. All the symptoms are there but it's okay. I think.. The pain attacks mostly before I go to sleep, sometimes when I least expect it. Yes, pretty annoying. Now I am ill. But I'm fine. :) I dont want my parents to be worried. It's time I learn taking care of myself. I'm not gonna be under the same roof with my parents forever. I have to get used to 'not depending on anyone'. I am happy to know that my parents are the ones depending on me. I believe I have a bright future ahead of me.

Okay so back to the report cards day, after meeting all the teachers, or just some, my dad is going to see the principal, hopefully she's there tomorrow, she's usually not there. You know, principals are always busy, they have big responsibilities and so many things to think about, I love being a busy person. I'd love to be as busy as they are one day, but not so busy. They know how to arrange times in everything they do, and so do I, I got used to it since I knew what 'timetable' means. lol. Okay so, my dad is going to see the principal or the deputy principal because I and my sister are going to another school. The reasons are because we have a new house of our own, second because I and my sister wants to, three because we have to. Okay, some of that reasons doesnt make sense at all, or it does, I just think it doesnt.

I am so excited. To actually transfer. It's not an all girls school. No! Not because of that. I am excited because I can start a new. Be a new me, I've caused troubles before. I hope next year, I'm not. BUT... I doubt that. lol. I also hope I'm gonna be in the same class as my brother Dapi. So I can see how he's doing in school. He is a game addict. -.-'' He used to be soo smart. Well, he is still smart but so lazy. I just want him to be the better him. I accept my brothers and sisters for who they are, but as the eldest, I have to be an example they could follow and also be the sister who cares about them. I care more about them than myself. I'd do anything for them and they know that, sometimes I think they are taking advantage of me... But as much as possible, I am keeping it all positive.

And us 4 will be in the same school. Awesome. In 2013, us 5. All of us. AWESOME!

Okay so, we will have to buy new uniforms, new everything. I wanna be a new me. I dont wanna pretend I am that girl anymore. I dont wanna be the half bad and half good girl. I wanna be me. I'm not a lot to handle. I'm not a drama queen. I'm just the typical type of person. I believe I'm not the same as some teenagers now. I love how my parents are so overprotective. I understand that they care. You know, most 16 years old are pregnant nowadays. My gosh. o.O

Well, a new start is always better than anything else. Especially when you want to like escape from all the things againts you and ofcourse all the stupid haters. TEEHEE! Well, I'll keep on blogging especially next year. WISH ME LUCK! love love love