Marriage

When I was a little girl, I never had the time thinking about what life really is. I only knew fun. I was an innocent little, fun-lover girl. How I wish I could turn back time and be in the position playing that sweet, green, four tires bicycle and pause that moment for life. But life and time have no reset or pause buttons. All life and time have is moving on, be broken and not move at all. That is live, be sick and die. Life is also being with those people you love and lose them or be alone and lose your mind. Someone told me once, that everyone have their own partner. That partner who you'll spend your life with forever. The partner who will forgive you because they love you. Who care about you and be anxious for even just a little bite from insects, let alone serious injuries. That partner will be legally yours forever, not just in papers, in God's words too. Marriage.

It is really sweet to see two couples, share their laughs and sadness together. Who will let her cry on his shoulder while he wraps his arm around the girl's shoulder. Who will tell her she's pretty when everyone else says she's not. Who will love her for her and forgive her for all of her mistakes. And I am not just going to talk about the boy. The girl is infact the big deal in a relationship. Now, most girls are sensitive, jealous type and somehow annoying. But this doesn't mean they don't love and care. They are the bigger deal in a relationship. The one who will make the boy realize, he is so lucky to have her. She forgive him for all his mistakes and will still say that sweet sweet word ''I love you''. He'll realize that her wedding finger will have his proposal ring on. She don't care if it's diamonds or golds. She'll be happy and excited and oh that feelings when someone is getting married.

I am just 16, I am not into marriage or getting married. I still have so many plans and dreams and ambitions. I know the feelings because my brother just got married yesterday (16/09/2011). When I saw his face, it was the most glowing and happiest face ever. Above all of the other men in the world, he had the most glowing face ever. I felt like, different. I smiled and said ''He's so happy''. The marriage was so beautiful. It was so magical and I loved how obviously excited my brother was. I couldn't stop smiling either. I even asked my mother what was that feeling when you're almost going to spend your forever life with dad. She said, ''Well, it is awkward to talk about marriage with you because you are sixteen. But since you asked, it's exciting and you feel like your heart can't stop beating''. I can tell my brother felt that too and I bet he felt more than that. He was smiling all the time. He even talked like a fast talking robot. He was obviously excited! Soooo beautiful.

Now before you guys get all dizzy with all the brother thing, 'cause you all know I am the eldest. And I'm 16 so my brother must be 15. Well no. My brother who got married yesterday was 20+. He's my half brother. My dad married twice. My mom is my dad's second wife. I am not comfortable telling people about my dad marrying twice or even thinking and talking about it. So, I am just going to talk about something else. Oh and pardon me for 'TALKING' instead of 'TYPING'. lol

So, I am 16, again. Marriage is not the thing I'm kinda like thinking of. Ofcourse, I'm 16. Marriage is not supposed to be the thing a 16 year old be thinking of. They should be thinking of their future and what they'd like to be someday. No worries, I got all that in my mind, my heart and my book. BUT, I gotta gotta gotta share this with you guys. Cross everything you have, I hope this wouldn't surprise you. But yesterday, looking at my brother, I suddenly thought of dream marriage-theme, dresses, invitaion card-like, etcetera.  WOW! It must be so awkward if we're like face to face talking about it!

But I'm sure some of the things I want is not going to happen because to get married you have to share and discuss with that person you are going to spend the rest of your life with and the almost your husband or wife. And marriage is not about having a pretty, perfect, sparkly, glittery and awesome one. It's about how happy you will be after your marriage. Wether you are going to marry twice, 5 to 6 times. lol.

Anyway, to me. Marriage should only be once. Not twice or thrice or 4 to 6 times. Sorry Dad. hehe. I'm just saying. *Just incase my dad is going to view my blog and read this* But if ever that happens to certain people *hopefully not to me* well, sometimes that person is not for you and you have to deal with it. But don't let anger be the reason why you got into divorce and all that. I HATE DIVORCES BECAUSE OF ANGER! It's stupid.

Some people, marry other people by force. Like the parents picked for the child but the child don't love that person. It's so so so sad. And most cases are because the boy or girl's family is wealthy and they will soon inherit the wealth when time comes. People should get married because they love and like each other for thier own reasons. If he married her (not by force) because of her wealth, then that's his problem. And it's also the opposite if the girl do the same.

Well, I hope you enjoyed reading. :)